Lately I've been wondering why I don't belong in some circles...
I don't mean it in the Euclidean way, I'm talking about those private clubs
sometimes within other much bigger clubs. For as long as I can remember I've had the feeling I just don't belong "in there". If it's special I just cannot be a part of it, If it's exclusive I simply don't get invited. And that's how it started I guess. I'm growing old to be a "drama queen" about self acceptance and all that but I can't help noticing I've mastered a technique along the years. The technique of stepping down, even when every fiber of my body calls for a step up. The idea of making room, let others shine first, didn't always live in my head. There was a time when I wanted to be the first and I was proud about myself, I don't know what I did with that confident guy, I guess I killed it with alcohol or something and the coward in front of the keyboard today took his place.
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